I wonder how God feels?

Tomorrow is Valentines day. As a friend would say “national singles awareness day”. When I was in Charlotte I made sure to stop by Brighton’s. A really cool store for women that is heart design centered. I spent over $75.00 on two gifts for a women I am interested in. However this woman doesn’t seem to have a reciprocal interest. Sure, it doesn’t feel great. But what must God feel like. I have gifts of value ready and waiting, all the right girl has to do is identify her self and she will be at the receiving end of over $75 worth of material gifts and so much more. What must God feel like. If you so believe, as I do that there is unlimited wealth and supply of needs that come from the one source. God must be one of the most heart broken individuals alive. In control of all blessings, material and beyond. Just waiting on those who he has affection for to step forward and receive his blessings. MAN! I thought it was tough on my end. Im glad I’m not God with unabound love, care, and source to provide for others that don’t want any part… 

Speaking of Emotion

I don’t quite know why but I get emotional when I see the Charlotte NC skyline. I was in Charlotte visiting my family. The bestest most awesome family!! When I was leaving I took 277 belt line after looking at Ferrari’s at Foreign Cars Italia. As I was leaving the city, as I looked back at the sky line I became emotional. So much so I teared up a bit. I don’t know what caused it but it was just so powerful. Like I should be the one to own the skyline or at least the most outstanding pieces of the sky line I can’t explain it. But it so seems like I must own it or at least part of it…

I think I have Figured it out!

The best and worst thing about life is emotion. Can be the most greatest experience available to man kind. At the same time can be the toughest most hard to bare thing. Emotion, what drives some of us to success and great accomplishments, and what drives some of us to our last minute in life. The emotion of love can drive great men and women to the highest levels of success our society has ever seen. On the opposite edge can drive men and women to the edge of insanity and suicide. Emotion can help us make the best decisions available to us at the moment. At other times and situations can drive us to make the worst decisions available in a given situation. What can we do and what/how can we control our emotions to deliver us to our desired out come if we cant control the external factors that set off and trigger our emotions. And can we really at a primal level really control our emotions. I fully believe that we can control our attitude and actions. However can we really control our emotions? Us men never honestly want to be driven by our emotions to the point of tears. So if we are is it by our subconscious doing or our desire to really express our selfs or so overwhelmed by emotion that we cant control it? 

Do “Crazy Shit” and Get Paid!

As I watch “Factory Girl” a movie’s who’s cover has intrigued me since the first time I saw it on the rack at BlockBuster.A friend had it in there dvd collection and it was a must borrow.Its funny. It really is. I pick out of the film. First off being mad rich. Thats where it kinda picks up with this rich girl and Andy Worhaul. They just live their life’s and do what ever they want. Which is totally foreign and different to all those who arn’t in their network. However to their network its no big deal.OOHH…just got to the part where the family puts the lock down to the kids. Its funny how rich kids will do what ever their parents say or want them to do because of Money. They will not and can not think of doing anything agenst their parents will because of fear of being cut out of the ca$h flow.Thats one area that us middle class and poor folks don’t worry about. Money of our parents isnt an issue. Cause THEY DONT HAVE ANY!!! SURPRISE SURPRISE. For us I think it matters way less. And maybe thats why such a large percentage of the wealthiest people are first generation?! Point being if you do “crazy shit” and just a few people apreceate it you have the potential of making bank! peace… 

Service to Others: Foundation of America & Entrepreneurship.

It’s 4:13 AM and all I can think about is how i can better serve my current and future clientele. What can I do better now and what can I offer in the future to yield a return to clients.

Eminem is still so Dope!

I’m spinnin’ some Marshall Mathers tracks tonight and I am as amazed as I was in high school at how Dope Eminem’s music and lyrics are. They are time less. Well at least for my generation. Very relevant and emotionally active. I still jive to the songs and relate to the lyrics!!!

FBI Prepares Vast Database Of Biometrics

The FBI is embarking on a $1 billion effort to build the world’s largest computer database of peoples’ physical characteristics, a project that would give the government unprecedented abilities to identify individuals in the United States and abroad. Digital images of faces, fingerprints and palm patterns are already flowing into FBI systems.

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The Sweet Smell of Commerce.

This has probably been my best christmas season in 7+ years. I have spent more money than any other christmas in my life. And for more people than I have ever bought for before. I must say its pretty cool.

My many visits to the mall and various retail stores this season has also been quite busy. Tons of people out and the buzz and excitement that gets us all jazzed up for spending money. I get suckered in to the consumer society that we live in and are totally controlled by it so seems. According to The Wall Street Journal “Consumer spending makes up about 70% of all U.S. economic activity.” Wow. Thats a lot. like crazy amount. 70%.

Which we can go a lot of ways with that data. Like one ie fair tax. Not Cool! In my eyes why would one want to penalize the action that is responsible for 70% of economic activity. there’s way too many taxes rolled into the cost of products already. let alone tacking on some ludicrous 27% tax. I know I know. We don’t get other taxes etc. and we get credits back and all. But psychologically that makes a huge difference at the cash register. I highly you consider the facts and psychological impact of something like that.

Thats my rant. And Im sticking to it Until i find information (substantial) to make me believe differently. What say ye?

Greenbrier Sporting Club Land

For those of you who don’t know the Greenbrier Sporting Club is one of my top places on earth. And I claim plots 105 and 106. My very favorite! Overlooking the #1 Continental US hotel/Resort. Plots 105 & 106 went from 900K to 1.68 and 2 mil in less than 2 years. I will own them. My great grand father helped build the Greenbrier Signature Dome over the sulfur spring. 105 & 106 YOU ARE MINE!!!!!!!!

New Office in North Raleigh for Look To The Right, Llc

Yeah! New office located @ 4801 Hargrove Rd., Ste. 104-D Raleigh, NC 27616.

In the process of furnishing and moving in. In full time & official move in, in January ‘08